Arithmetic (Right vs. Familiar)
The math of the foolish makes pockets fat and leaves you starving for morals.
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Right is pushy. Staying true when it's looking back at you, instead of turning towards familiar pain keeping you lazy and comfortable.
You know the saying
"I would've done it if the time was right"
BUT!
That adult said you couldn't do it, and gave a lesson making it seem foolish. So, you started skipping your dreams and running towards guilt. Started missing steps and became stuck on getting it by any means.
The math of the foolish makes pockets fat and leaves you starving for morals.
All you remember is becoming what you were taught all kids like you were good for.
ENTER THE VOID
I heard "the best way to predict the future is to create it." Dr. Joe Dispenza
Work for the experience you want, then repeat. Easy as that sounds, we would rather fuck ourselves, then complain about feeling betrayed or hurt.
Here's a few things to interpret-like you're deciphering gods language-when you decide to make yourself whole.
The life you have is the life you chose.
"Fuck you!" "Fuck outta here, I was born broke!"
Yes, but how did you grow up?
"Broke!"
So you experienced sadness?
"Yup!"
Did you have fun?
"Yes!"
So you know the difference?
"You calling me stupid?!"
I'm calling attention to your focus!
Add to the things that matter. Focus on doing whats right and make your dreams and the good life familiar.
GOOD MOANING
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The Son rises when those legs open. Blinding me from remembering how tired I was before you woke me up.
I hear your love calling when those toes are waving near my ears. Telling me to come on in-balls deep-the only time we enjoy repeats.
You know my favorite tune. It’s that throaty thing you do.
You like when I bang and beat those drums, until we blow the speaker… BOOM!
SCHOOL DAZE
It used to be mean words, punches and kicks. Remember... Drugs are not the only new way to cross lines whether kids are turned on or off. Armed with violence is the family business, opening doors for teachers putting children to sleep so they can get away with gentle sticking. Passing grades, you will never see.
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Pussy or Dick.
Children are either thinking about getting some or becoming one.
Huh?
Oh Laawd. How could you say such a thing?
Playboy, Playgirl, Maxim-mmm, Ahhh, Hustler, tricks- treating with lube, and bubble-gumming spit. That’s how you were born. But deeper we must go, like the tunnels of love, or hate because we are created from different escapes.
Are your children moving in love or fighting to get from under?
What about YOU! PARENT!
Are you paying dues? Handling your business. Are you allowing or fucking yourself? Are your children learning it from you? Attaching blame to mistakes instead of responsibility. Making sure suffering is as good as you will ever feel. Don't play that game-the pain don’t pay-off goes the love you know.-some turns keep you from coming home.
Hit hard and fast. Only pay for things that last.
Now that I have your attention. Let's discuss the biggest slipperiest issue everyone chooses to avoid. Bad actors pretending like it ain't happening.
Check on your child's interactions. Home school or away. Find out what they are exploring. Tutors, teachers, and students have keys to get them open. It used to be mean words, punches and kicks. Remember... Drugs are not the only new way to cross lines whether kids are turned on or off. Armed with violence is the family business, opening doors for teachers putting children to sleep so they can get away with gentle sticking. Passing grades, you will never see.
HOLY SHIT
The desire for my children's success is part of the reason I started praying again. life feels spooky, and scary when a father sees he’s raising any form of lack and depression. I know an excuse and a deadly creation, and my opinion makes me an asshole who gives a shit about their differences.
Childhood taught me monsters are real- even though adults tell you not to believe as they crossed lines into abuse and addiction.
Aaahhh Fuuck!
Tears flowing from emotions I thought I was over. Dosing worries I control. This can’t be the feeling they were chasing. Eyes blood shot, heart pounding, closing off to a world of love. The devil is one sexy bitch- and the way I’m feeling- God is the son of one. I don’t mean that, I just want to feel like my angels have my back.
All NATURAL
All Natural... Marks they say stretch and leave a trail from letting lust spread you apart. Lots of clapping when you stay together!
Nothing like seeing you on all fours, so I don't feel stuck and want to split like a dog in hot water.
Granny panties are what phatties wear to fake tease-cause ain't no hiding that scenery. It heightens the senses of everyone who gets a glimpse.
Good brain is a must, I need more than just a pretty face to stay. Butt No Botox- it's for souls hiding their ugly. Naturally in shape keeps your killer beauty.
I'll leave my mark in the sheets rather than in the streets as we stretch the nights long. It's cold hearted where I'm from so I'll hibernate between those cheeks to keep our love warm.
MAD THERAPY
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The madness is maddening. Something is seriously wrong. I employ myself to constant work. Timely pain from wasting too much attention on concern. Mine and others-which is important?!
Anger Management
Fuck it. Just give up. It will feel better. I can hide behind blaming someone or something for the time I’m wasting, forcing myself to ignore today’s goal. Postponing my dream so I don’t have to be angry at myself when I achieve shit instead of accomplishments.
Does this make me a mental patient?
I think so… Well… It is mental. You better not say it. Then it becomes true. But the procrastination that has guaranteed consistent failure just means I can get better by doing a little less of my behavior as usual.
To Live or Die
I'm tired of hearing the last of the dying, so I give energy to life. That's a rare secret to plant rather than bury. It's a remedy for depression that sprouts happiness and eases worry.
MAN UP
FATHER
Boy, it’s time to grow up!
SON
Into what?
FATHER
Pay attention!
SON
Show me something. Other than aggression towards what you wish you had become.
At this point-A boy’s ego could think he’s being called a bum.
A man, A father see’s opportunity to close the door on what’s no longer necessary, instead of holding it open for what he feels was left undone. To finish the brave journey of raising rulers. To listen and check the health of their seed. It will bear the fruit and spirit of the old man’s root- so make it last and make it worthy, make it good.
TAKE OUT THE TRASH
TAKE OUT THE TRASH
It’s frustrating when past situations lead to busting off your future as a waste.
I'd rather have porn than a fake chick-i can turn it off at my convenience. Too much of that foolishness makes you think real ones are easy to fuck with.
Nipsey said "study your queen so you can give her what she wants without asking", but when every step is second guessed, A man will say fuck it and solely focus on mastering himself.
Every man needs His woman until they change how we feel with laziness.
Stop believing all the lies being sold. Influencing you to be rotten and, sexy. You'll end up pretty, spoiled and alone for that body you souled out for. Too much of anything you desire is unhealthy, and the wrong desire makes discipline feel like a Hoe!
Feed The Mind
The goal is to provide what you need, celebrate achieving what you want- and be at peace with the failure you never allowed yourself to become.
ROOTS
Real men hope to see themselves when they look at their kids.
Teach them young, the sheets that matter most give lessons that keep your soul and spirit clean. Books, music, earning money honorably.
I was raised by pillars. They held down and held up blocks. Hustling to make poverty stop. I owe them a thank you, although they needed forgiveness. My crisis and I've had many, made me believe that word meant revenge. You have to put an end to ALL ILL MEANS and intentions that rots a family.
HOUSE RULES
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A man ain't always judged by how he raises his kids but rather by how much he's home. Even if you have a good one, they say- constantly spinning your wheels to go pay bills can't pay the debt of being absent. So be careful what you gamble on, especially if you got love at home.
I say a man also has to get up, get out, and go get it- like my favorite group OUTKAST. Can't gamble on thinking they can tell their kids not to be lazy asses.
Lifes A…
I used to believe sowing my oats made me a better, desirable man. Speaking with slick tongue, making chicks feel the holy ghost with horny strokes and devilish notes.
I had to transcend that through Gods wisdom, knowledge, and understanding - realizing attending to self-improvement is the ingredient to improve life instead of treating and fucking it like…
TRAINING DAY
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The sexiest thing about a woman is...
Being faithful.
Other things that matter to me...
Body!
Booty!
Brains- intelligence and mouth!
Ability to take a compliment and correction,
Ability to give compliments & correction- also know how & when to do it.
Being about her business- personal & family.
Men gotta remember…
When you’re a dog, beware before you enter. It’s no secret how people become rabid.
I remember Biggie said being broke at 30 gives a man the chills. I was broke after 30 and I turned cold on anyone who showed me love was more than stroking my ego to keep my spirits lifted. When you lack, it feels like the good will never come. And you see flaws in anyone loving your failures with more than a prayer.
But my sermon was slick.
It allowed me to maneuver through and into trouble.
Until I was stopped in my tracks like Ricky. Hood boyz get booted by girls when the money ain't loud as the drama coming from running the town with dogs barking at your bitch cuz she’s sniffing their food.
There's nothing more beautiful than a faithful woman.
They need more than a blessing of dick and compliments.
TIME PEACE
Late
Be late to the drama. You know its building when you’re speeding to decisions. Fumbling over words, acting like your nonsense is wisdom.
On Time
Be on time for patience, maneuvering to get you way. They say a gentleman finish last so be..
Late for that drama. If she says no… Wait, then move on. That’s makes others be…
On Time
That’s when love arrives. I was gonna say comes, but you gotta put in work for both.
Early
And often… Find peace of mind. It keeps the soul full, so you don’t treat love like the reaper. We lose too much maturing late using our past, anger, mistakes and grudges as our weapon. That aint the type of time you want to spend your life on.
Peace
Never turn it off. I heard Nipsey Hussle (RIP) recite the quote “Would you rather be at war with yourself and at peace with the world, or at peace with yourself and at war with the world?” That’s a no brainer unless pieces are what you want your life and family in.
Be late for all drama!
Be on time for your family!
That brings peace early and often!
A BLESSED FATHER IS DANGEROUS
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Blessed is the man generous to the poor. So, I learned to bless myself because lack breeds genes families pray to abort.
A blessed father is dangerous!
I've been of poor health and poor mind. I couldn't see the richness of life and having people who want me in theirs. This understanding made me behave like a beggar wearing a king's stature. Robbing and looting. Wrecking people who give and love freely to providers of stability and trust-the definers of beauty.
I counted on transforming ugliness into art. Staining bodies still. Leaving them so soiled it pains to see how real.
The currency of disgust equals profit when stomaching kindness seems scarce and looks weak.
My age of caring is a weapon. It takes life on both ends. It remains sharp and magnificent with each giving. There are more poor in the world than I can spend time helping. I pay them with respect so when it's time to thief life, they won't see me as a debt.
Who are you counting on?
If it's anyone besides yourself-you will hear the heartbeat of doubt before faith dwindles.
Breaths held; eyes scan for exits when help overwhelms. That's when you need to create offense instead of taking offence.
The man who can create his can never be owned.
To all the Fathers wondering "HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THIS?" My advice is Just don't pull out!