Family Dynamics
A life of loneliness comes from busting up homes. Attitudes that make lovers wonder how they never hated… You… Made them hate everything about themselves. They expired by your side, under your watchful eye.
C.A.L.M.-AF
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Calling All Loving Male Alpha Fathers
CALM
When I hear myself. The rage. The disappointment. The world makes you feel being a gentleman is for pussies because everybody just wants to get fucked.
Find a way to be as close to the elevation as possible. I call that a solid struggle. Climbing up makes you keep your eyes open, educate and strategize. See the applause and eyes pleading and darting towards unhappiness. You will also see the ones who are focusing on the target.
CALM
On the way down. It’s filled with rage. You can close your eyes and just go. But you need to be calm enough to see where you’re headed and who pushed you to keep going.
CALM
When you get love from strangers you never felt at home. It can turn you the zombie twin of the person withholding love from you.
CALM
When you start to hate yourself. It comes with a change in morals.
CALM
When you start to love yourself. It also comes with a change in morals.
You gotta choose which GOD you want to take over you.
Some peoples Children!
The baddest bitch got pimples and a stench that made their man say NEXT!
Some people everything they can get. The greedy are always too full to give a shit.
WATCHMEN
It's hard to be good. Anyone who says otherwise never tried. The bad take advantage. They soften hearts, seduce flesh, and create what seems like unfair chance. They understand everyone wants attention.
They act like a friendly prick, inching to find out how much they can get away with. Always there for your woman. Giving them a place to rest their heads for comfort when red is all she sees. Catch it or wave goodbye to morals, because they will choose chaos to fill a beach.
How Father’s Transcend
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I used to think it was what I heard in song “A bitch so bad I don’t see her flaws” Then fake became the new real. Divorce and behaving trifling became mass appeal.
Love is a plague to fools. But, for Fathers manning their home-injecting discipline- it’s the miracle drug.
Lyric quote “A bitch so bad I don’t see her flaws” by JEEZY - (Never Settle)
What A Fathers Depression Feels like
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The nightmare of a good man trapped in the passing of love. Feeling everyone gets it but him. Hating himself for not showing enough. Because he believes success is about personal achievements and being able to spend money, not just time. Broke love is distorted, and when you come poverty, it feels like a crime.
It feels like the family always deserves and desires more. Then he creates distance to make his family full of emptiness because it keeps him whole.
The Seasons Of…
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Can you hear it?
Can you feel it?
The wind sharing lessons.
Harsh and gentle. Saying change- because nothing ever stays the way you meant it.
Adjust or it’s howl won’t be the only fuss.
You don’t need a reason to love.
What you wanna be when you grow up?
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Painful.
A cool Nigga. Gangsta with my decisions.
Poison.
See prison to make sense of my mental environment. Have the crack dealer, killer charisma.
You see Damage. I see successful results.
Got the school of hard knocks- handle your bidness- chill nigga- family addicted to trauma- beating spouses and children until they feel and sense karma wisdom.
Don’t talk about it.
No crying out loud. Sensitive ass. Niggaz expressing feelings is the problem- making men soft and full of sass. Like a pimp’s perm pressing bitches till they turn. Living an unhealthy life leaves your children with a sick spirit when you die. That’s why we fight to escape a life we want to survive.
Narrative.
Be a grown ass man, hold that shit in, let your defecation out behind the walls in your home. Get low in your own shit, high and oblivious to your stench. Sell your disgust. It’s the drug dragging families away from morality.
Anecdote
Pay your family with time spent- holding, kissing, hugging, discipling, advising. Providing in person instead of through purchasing and apologizing. Invest. Stocks and insurance. Build a life they want more of- it pays itself forward.
Pop… Goes the!
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I Am Proof
So is She
Glory Hole, let me see how deep
Perfect fit
Ohhh Baby
I like it O.D.B. RAW
S.M.D
Holes feel glorious
No bad energy
Only good vibes next to me
Feel the charge in your mind then your thighs
I put in work cause you're an exhausting flirt
Sex Education
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Sons!
Stay away from the seductress who thrive off attention from other men. You can be the best one for her, but she will have superpowers from all the dicks she’s entertained and devoured. She can easily encourage them to act a fool. In my day we called them hoes. They made it offensive to say even when they’re fucking disgusting right under your nose.
Daughters!
Slick lovers will take advantage of how they make you feel. Mentally. They make you see and feel a star is performing between your knees. They make love exhausting so you forget sex is a Gods offering. Some are worthy at the moment. The nastiest dogs know it takes dedication to keep love pure and unthreatening.
Keep’n It Hurt
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I heard an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind. But at-least I’m alive to hear. Pain has no limits. It ends the way it begins. Hurt’n something or someone to prove your worth loving.
Fuck Your Excuses
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They say aint no love during the struggle.
To protect, provide, improve, sometimes maintain- Men fight to put and keep it home. Sweet as the cookie keeping him full and craving. He knows, changing the recipe will be taken as poison.
Do you continue to stuff what should be given up? When I absorb my world, it makes me throw up/what I don’t want/to see what I’m capable/what I made available.
What do I do- to save the children-when I want to get rid of my old self. As I age every day, my own youth caught up. Tussling with my bones, bruised from use and pristine from burial, at-least on the surface. Decay piecing together beauty like the demented forgiving the one person they made themselves forget.
How many times do we make the same mistake. How many times can I be pissed about the pain, and lie that real men never repeat, but fight for jobs and relationships that strengthen excuses.
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I don’t believe in snitching, but go-head and tell on yourself, be real, be honest, to the one person who can give help. I won’t tell. You know who! That’s how you man up and do for self.
Stop running in circles, chasing tail. You should be sick of holding yourself in place and getting, the consistent whiff of your shit for success.
Balancing My D!!k Is Good For The Health
Relationships are only gonna work if you do. The life and women we love is either a bitch with benefits, or a beautifully flawed women with elegance.
I need both for balance, because depending on my day, my love is uneven. That makes me level because I live on the edge of trouble.
BLACK MOSES
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I read God’s diary and it said “Don’t be fooled into believing the Devil preaches dishonesty.”
He’s truthful about the side people don’t wanna see.
I’ve seen so much slaughter from both, a lie is the only thing that scares me. When you help someone see their worth and they show you less, it makes your soul and body want another place to rest.
I’ve seen smiles show daggers on each side, sharp enough to bleed the truth so it stays inside.
Bright eyes and sexy looks blind you to the stabbing. Loving, friendly handshakes guide you to the massacre.
You have to carve out the goodness before you to pave a way for those after.
Getting Grown
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I’m awake.
I don’t remember all my dreams, but I am alive. So, I can live them and create moments I own. Like the smiles, hugs and kisses of kids chasing death, who find happiness with the strength and tenderness of growing old.
Man of Wonders
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When I see faces in the sky, I wonder did their dreams end or find a new beginning?
Were their hopes answered, or did they disappear in clouds of smoke, fading like unheard and unbelieved wishes?
Empty
Down on my luck waiting for a come up.
Every day, thinking FUCK whoever comes my way, why not love’s gonna end one day. Better to do it my way.
Father forgive who? I ain't forgave myself for not having the wealth poor dads say doesn’t amount to the riches of love.
The lies it takes generations recover from. Makes home a war zone where the wrong company’s allowed. Babies asking why daddy’s always absent or cranky. Cause we live with smoke. We only feel clean when were high from being angry and broke.