Dirty Smoke

Dirty smoke.
You feel numb, like an old-timer’s favorite drug.
Hustling illusions, until you pull yourself up and feel empty.
Wellness makes you hollow. Feel it in the air.
When you make errors and never admit mistakes, it means even after the time of your life, you will bury love.

Everybody wants to be wild.
But animals who ain’t loyal to the pack get put down.

You remember love you can't see.
You promised not to bring that version to life.